Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Maternal grandpa passed away on Saturday, 3rd Jan, at 3.10pm..though it wasn't something which was very sudden to me, it was nonetheless equally devastating.. I've done too little for him while he was alive, and now that he's gone, I'll never be able to make it up to him.
I'm sorry I didn't do my best, grandpa, but I just wanna say, thanks for being my grandpa, thanks for being the person who cooks my favourite curry chicken every sat I went back to visit you. thanks for being the person who I can play mahjong with and praises me non-stop, thanks for allowing me to stay by ur side and looking forward to see me when u were in hospital. Again, thanks for being my grandpa.
But all good things have to come to an end, and I believe that you'll find grandma when u cross over to the other world, and u can live with her forever and be freed from all ur physical sufferings while u were alive, all that extremely vicious neck pains, headaches, breathing difficulties, walking difficulties.. Im glad that ur free from all these sufferings, but I can't help but want to be selfish and keep u here with me, with us..
I know it's time to let go, and move on, but right now, I just want to live awhile more pausing my life and remembering u.. This may be cliche, but I just wanna say, that you may not be the best waigong in the world, but you are the best waigong to me.. I'll love and remember you, now and forever..
On another note, happy 46th month my dear.. sorry I didn't sms u much the past few days.. see ya this sat.. love ya..
Evalasting Journey..
6:57 PM