Sunday, August 13, 2006
hmm.. got class outing ytd.. went sizzler..
attendance was not bad.. considering got kev, zhiqi, kimhua, doreen, zhihong, junwei, yaolong, willie, keat, aaron and me.. hmm.. shiqi and char nv come..
according to yaolong hu called _________, she say her bf knocked his head and throw up den she gotta bring him to c doc.. (everything within this bracket is supposed to b vulgarity abt SOMEONE.. but i backspaced.. becoz in the 1st place i din really tink so highly of her ethics.. so yah..)
so tired to criticise ppl.. if dats the way ppl want to do things.. den go ahead lo.. no pt getting angry..
anw sizzler was not bad.. considering the price.. it had better b.. its really vv nice la actually.. lol..
and after dat we went to watch fireworks.. wah seh.. it was crazy.. sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many ppl... can u believe it.. the open area outside marina square is full.. the area ard DXO is full.. the makansutra place is full.. the crowd is everywhere.. crowded ard tables where ppl are eating.. its terrible.. esplanade side is full.. as in shoulder squeeze shoulder kinda full.. i will not bring vanessa there unless we r 5hrs early.. becoz when we were at citylink at 5pm there were oready alot of ppl going to esplanade liao.. maybe book at hotel room at the oriental where there is a 100% clear view.. coz when we saw the hotel after the fireworks ended alot of the rooms got ppl standing by the windows and we were lyk wah so shuang.. no nid to squeeze lyk sardines.. i tink i envy sardines lo.. at least dun haf rude sardines.. but got rude crowds..
anw.. the fireworks were mighty pretty.. and i recorded it down.. and it may juz b worth all dat sweat and shuffling and squeezing.. anw a nite at oriental hotel wif a room facing singapore river is S$650/nite.. crazy huh.. so yah..
after the fireworks.. we walked to the esplanade side.. den wah they had to deploy security to seal ppl off frm going down to citylink every now and den juz so dat ppl wun overcrowd in citylink and die.. lol.. so we sat at the open area outside esplanade and tok awhile lo.. wait for the crowd to disperse.. it was mindless chatter.. and abt r/s and stuff.. but i dunwan to b toking here behind ppl's back so.. yah..
anw so we went to marina square.. and wah seh the crowd stil a bit sia.. lyk a normal TM lyk dat.. and i consider it dispersed.. really.. scary rite.. anw.. yah.. we went to 7-11.. get a drink.. den walk back to mrt liao lo.. was supposed to chill at a cafe or sth de.. but somehow juz dropped the idea.. den the guys came back east side den doreen went hm.. hmm.. we went to bedok mac and nua awhile b4 going hm.. yupz..
and dear.. hmm.. i noe u can resist.. but i oso want u to noe.. dat in uni.. alot of things can happen.. lotsa things dat tests our trust.. lotsa things dat nids our trust.. i trust u.. and i nid u to trust me too.. no matter how.. no matter wat.. trust.. k? i've seen alot of r/s crumble.. i dun wish to count them.. becoz the numbers can only increase.. i haf seen breakups whereby guy is wrong, whereby ger is wrong, whereby none is at fault and the r/s juz falter.. whereby both sides are influenced by external factors.. anything.. anything dat can happen, actually happen.. real life is worse den drama.. when they said happily ever after.. they forgot to include daily chores and daily happenings.. ppl the couple come across.. its freaky.. hmm.. misses u.. haiz.. i want u to understand.. dat only when we haf trust.. only when we put in effort.. can the r/s work.. without either.. the r/s will falter.. we muz haf both of this.. if we haf trust.. we can commit w/o doubt.. we will noe when to do stuff.. when not to do stuff.. when to say stop to this particular guy/ger.. only when we put in effort, will we be able to let each other noe dat we stil care.. without effort.. the relationship wun work.. a relationship is nv too stable.. nvr EVER.. it is nv too stable for u to leave it alone and know dat it is working.. NO.. its a v simple chemical reaction.. a reaction is only stable not becoz nothing in the testtube is reacting.. it is stable becoz the forward reaction's rate is equal to the backward reaction's rate.. similarly.. a stable relationship will nv occur if both side stop putting in effort.. it will juz disintergrate.. there muz be gif and take.. there muz b effort.. only when u haf input will u haf output.. its easy to say.. but it wil take yrs.. and yrs.. b4 the fruits of our labor wil evolve..
Evalasting Journey..
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